Time for an explanation

First of all I am sorry it has been 13 days since my last entry. Things have been very hectic at work and I had some family issues to deal with. I will try and avoid such long gaps in the future. I think it is time I explained more about myself and why I have spent my entire life as a single happy guy. I am a divorcee lawyer and I have spent the last 11 years handling people's divorces. I am sad to report that 99% of all relationships end up in divorcee. I always hear the same stories from divorcees that I represent. Things were always great in the beginning and slowly over time the couples were unable to tolerate the inadequacies of their partner and vice versa. My own parents got divorced when I was 13 years old and I spent from 13 to 18 living with my father who was a criminal lawyer with a very big firm. I watched him get remarried 4 times and each time have it not work out and my father lose more and more of his fortune he had built up as a result of these money hungry donkey whores. Ok, maybe that rhetoric is a bit harsh but those are his words and not mine. He has vowed to never remarry, and yet he has a girlfriend right now that is only 41 and I have a feeling he is going to get married again. It is very difficult for me to watch him be a sucker to love when he is so strong and so successful in virtually every way except when it comes to women. Women are his kryptonite. I hope that better explains why I am the way I am and why I am still single and loving it after all these years.

This weekend that just passed was not bad. Went to a friend's cottage on Sunday and we got drunk as hell and drove around on his property on some 4 wheel atv's and had a grand ol time. There were 8 of us over and later that night we played poker and got hammered out of our minds. I woke up in a corn field. Good times.

On Saturday night I went on a date with a 31 year old nurse named Rachel. She was very hot and was every male patient's wet dream. I bet she helped a lot of people feel better just by being so hot and tending to them. She must get hit on 10 times a day working in the hospital. She is a natural blonde, tall and curvy, with large natural tits. I had to play things real smooth not to let on that I was super attracted to her. I decided against picking her up in the ride and instead met her at the restaurant in a taxi. I told her to meet me at 7pm at Custom House which owned and operated by my good friend Shawn McClain. Ok well he isn't my good friend but I have met him a few times at parties with mutal friends. Reservations were for 7:30 which was good because she showed up at 7:20 - I was sitting there wondering if I had got stood up. She was all apologetic and I thought this is good, I have her right where I want her.

We had dinner and talked for quite a long time about bullshit stuff like politics and the world etc. She didn't act like the typical personality of a nurse. She was not as empathetic as I thought she would be. She was very witty and a bit of an intellect and I was starting to get curious why she was just a nurse and not a full fledged doctor. She told me that she dropped out of medical school and then eventually went back and became just a nurse. I could tell she didn't really want to get into the details so I just left it at that. She said that she was in a relationship with a guy 3 years ago and they had been together for 5 years. She said that she left him because he was not satisfying her and she felt that she had made a mistake hooking up with him.

After dinner we went for a walk through the city but it was kinda chilly out. So we popped into a 24hour coffee shop and drank coffee and chatted until about 1am. I wasn't really getting any sexual vibes from this girl... maybe because she was too busy talking. She liked to talk A LOT. I'm not sure if I could handle too many more dates like this one because I am not big on listening to girls talk. I don't want a relationship with a girl who talks so much, however, she is really hot and I was really attracted to her so maybe I could just pretend that I am listening to all her jibber jabber. I AM looking for Mrs. Right, or at least that is what I tell people, but with my childhood and with my current profession swaying me, I may just be saying this and I may just be in denial. Anyways, we took a taxi to her place, we shook hands and she left. As hot as she is, I'm not sure I wanna go out with her again or not.